hmmm
well, im bored, i wanted to get on here and talk about something, but it absolutely slipped my mind. and now im frustrated about that lol.
http://www.babycenter.com/general/baby/1433663.html
for those mommys out there reading, if you havent already discovered this, you should read. This is about Baby Violet, Mommy Joyce, and daddy Phil. now, this is the link to the page where you can access all her installments of tending violet. poor miss joyce has been thru it all. she had some bad times and good times. breastfeading and real food. she even had some times of depression. and joyce is a fabulous writer. makes you laugh, makes you cry, she makes you feel so not alone. and then of course are all the people that comment on her every installment. especially when she felt she was going crazy and was depressed. all the support she got. makes you feel like your not crazy, like, fuck, someone else is going thru this shit?
i seriously need to find a momma around here that has a daughter within a month or two of tamaras age. need someone whos going thru the same shit as me at the same time, at the same place. not just someone whos already "been there, done that" which is my mom and andrews mom. its nice, they make you feel a little better, but its SOOO much better to have someone experiencing it NOW. your situations may not be the same, but your both mommys at the same time, and thats all that matters.
right now my little munchkin is having as many sleeping problems as i am. she thinks 11pm - 1am is play time >.< ACK!!!
and to top it all off, i believe, well i dont, but andrew and my aunt believe that i have pneumonia. just what i need. on top of depression, weight problems, financial problems, and baby problems, now i have to get fucking pneumonia? its totally bogus. so tomorrow after the wic lady stops by i have to call my doctors office and get an apppointment to see if i really do have pneumonia.
ok, so obviously i found something to write about lol. oh, and since its on, i really like law and order, and law and order SVU, i really like svu. and i like other shows like those. like judging amy, and fuck, brain fart. but they really rock. i also like the scifi channel, 44 for me. Stargate SG1 and Stargate Atlantis, and i really miss farscape, but i caught an episode the other night on tv, dont member where.
and guess what, munchkin, altho late, has decided its play time >.< off i go
http://www.babycenter.com/general/baby/1433663.html
for those mommys out there reading, if you havent already discovered this, you should read. This is about Baby Violet, Mommy Joyce, and daddy Phil. now, this is the link to the page where you can access all her installments of tending violet. poor miss joyce has been thru it all. she had some bad times and good times. breastfeading and real food. she even had some times of depression. and joyce is a fabulous writer. makes you laugh, makes you cry, she makes you feel so not alone. and then of course are all the people that comment on her every installment. especially when she felt she was going crazy and was depressed. all the support she got. makes you feel like your not crazy, like, fuck, someone else is going thru this shit?
i seriously need to find a momma around here that has a daughter within a month or two of tamaras age. need someone whos going thru the same shit as me at the same time, at the same place. not just someone whos already "been there, done that" which is my mom and andrews mom. its nice, they make you feel a little better, but its SOOO much better to have someone experiencing it NOW. your situations may not be the same, but your both mommys at the same time, and thats all that matters.
right now my little munchkin is having as many sleeping problems as i am. she thinks 11pm - 1am is play time >.< ACK!!!
and to top it all off, i believe, well i dont, but andrew and my aunt believe that i have pneumonia. just what i need. on top of depression, weight problems, financial problems, and baby problems, now i have to get fucking pneumonia? its totally bogus. so tomorrow after the wic lady stops by i have to call my doctors office and get an apppointment to see if i really do have pneumonia.
ok, so obviously i found something to write about lol. oh, and since its on, i really like law and order, and law and order SVU, i really like svu. and i like other shows like those. like judging amy, and fuck, brain fart. but they really rock. i also like the scifi channel, 44 for me. Stargate SG1 and Stargate Atlantis, and i really miss farscape, but i caught an episode the other night on tv, dont member where.
and guess what, munchkin, altho late, has decided its play time >.< off i go



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