Work

OK, so i started work this week. my first time working(tamara not included) in over a year. i have hardly slept at all this week. i have to run all over the place. taking andrews mom to work, tamara to babysitter, and andrew to work, then finally, myself. then after 8 hrs of working, i get to do all that running again. come home, occupy tamara till andrew gets dinner made(since he wont occupy her) feed her, bathe her, put her to bed.(maybe feed myself at the same time i feed her, if im lucky) then, maybe, get an hour to do something. usually it involves cleaning. theresa dont help, andrew dont help, tamara sure as hell dont help, shes only 1 yr old. i dont mind her tho. so, i get 1 hr free of people, and i cant even do anything to wind myself down, i HAVE to clean. can only go so long w/o doing the dishes ya know? let me tell you, i feel as tired now as i did when i first had tamara. i cant even go to counseling now, b/c of work. well, my free time is up. i gtg to bed now