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ok, i love my LS (linkshell), i really do. and the forum is a blast when you cant be on the game. but the server our forum is on is a peice of crap.... no shit. its the worst. its constantly getting overloaded and we cant access our forum. message people in the ls, talk in the forums, and keep in contact with andrew while im at it ^^ but when i cant even get the damned site to load i feel so damned isolated lol.
speaking of work, we start on the phones either tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. im a little nervous. mostly nervous b/c i dont know wtf a callers gonna want me to answer and im so worried ill be like 'duh, uh what? huh? what did you say?' like total stage fright thing going on here. we need to just get it outa the way tho. ill stop being nervous after the first few phone calls.
i do like what getting a job has done for us though. we have more money, we arent constantly scraping by. i get away from home, which much as a like it there, when thats all you see day after day after day, you start to go a little crazy. plus that 'away from baby' time that all SAHM's try to squeeze in when hubby gets home so they can shower, maybe read, go to the bathroom, that sorta thing, well i didnt get that. so i was starting to go a little stir crazy. and yes, i do feel bad leaving tamara with caretakers. shes my responsibility, i should be able to do all of it. unfortunately, i am NOT superwomom. yes, i did spell it that way on purpose. so now, instead of tamara's quirks getting on my nerves, i can enjoy them again.
on a much happier note, tamara is damn near running now. she walks. and walks. and walks. and walks. and walks. back and forth from the sliding door to the computer desks and back and back and back. then she grabs ur hand/finger and proceeds to lead you around the house. computer desk to her room and back. oh god does she love being chased though lol. keep one person on the couch as 'safe' spot and someone else, usually me or andrew, growling and going 'RaWr!!!!!' while walking like godzilla and chasing her. she squeals and runs away. its an absolute riot. specially when she runs up to me, grabs my legs, and then goes under/between them to the other side, BEHIND me lol, and then peeks around to see if they are still chasing her lol.
shes also completely on table foods. dont know if i mentioned that. she WONT eat anything resembling baby food. mashed potatoes, apple sauce, any left over baby food we have. she wont touch it. well, she will touch it, and squish it, and smack it. but she wont eat it. but she likes all of it. hell, the other day she dumped a thing of pepper in her mouth and just kept smacking her lips and grinning. she also likes lemons. she makes all those sour mouth pucker up faces, but she puts it right back in her mouth. sweets and salties are also on that list. chips and ice cream, oh yea baby. i love watching her face when she eats something new. and shes so dainty, she eats my strawberry shortcake bars oh so daintily, its so cute i cant help but giggle. maybe ill manage to get this damned camera working, or maybe, since we both working, i can get a new one, and post some more tamara pix. i finally sorta got the scanner working, so bday pix are in the works, but the pix didnt scan to well >.<
speaking of work, we start on the phones either tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. im a little nervous. mostly nervous b/c i dont know wtf a callers gonna want me to answer and im so worried ill be like 'duh, uh what? huh? what did you say?' like total stage fright thing going on here. we need to just get it outa the way tho. ill stop being nervous after the first few phone calls.
i do like what getting a job has done for us though. we have more money, we arent constantly scraping by. i get away from home, which much as a like it there, when thats all you see day after day after day, you start to go a little crazy. plus that 'away from baby' time that all SAHM's try to squeeze in when hubby gets home so they can shower, maybe read, go to the bathroom, that sorta thing, well i didnt get that. so i was starting to go a little stir crazy. and yes, i do feel bad leaving tamara with caretakers. shes my responsibility, i should be able to do all of it. unfortunately, i am NOT superwomom. yes, i did spell it that way on purpose. so now, instead of tamara's quirks getting on my nerves, i can enjoy them again.
on a much happier note, tamara is damn near running now. she walks. and walks. and walks. and walks. and walks. back and forth from the sliding door to the computer desks and back and back and back. then she grabs ur hand/finger and proceeds to lead you around the house. computer desk to her room and back. oh god does she love being chased though lol. keep one person on the couch as 'safe' spot and someone else, usually me or andrew, growling and going 'RaWr!!!!!' while walking like godzilla and chasing her. she squeals and runs away. its an absolute riot. specially when she runs up to me, grabs my legs, and then goes under/between them to the other side, BEHIND me lol, and then peeks around to see if they are still chasing her lol.
shes also completely on table foods. dont know if i mentioned that. she WONT eat anything resembling baby food. mashed potatoes, apple sauce, any left over baby food we have. she wont touch it. well, she will touch it, and squish it, and smack it. but she wont eat it. but she likes all of it. hell, the other day she dumped a thing of pepper in her mouth and just kept smacking her lips and grinning. she also likes lemons. she makes all those sour mouth pucker up faces, but she puts it right back in her mouth. sweets and salties are also on that list. chips and ice cream, oh yea baby. i love watching her face when she eats something new. and shes so dainty, she eats my strawberry shortcake bars oh so daintily, its so cute i cant help but giggle. maybe ill manage to get this damned camera working, or maybe, since we both working, i can get a new one, and post some more tamara pix. i finally sorta got the scanner working, so bday pix are in the works, but the pix didnt scan to well >.<
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