Life Sux

So, i had really started getting used to working at my job. Been there just shy of 6 months. I really liked it. The hours, the benefits, the people, (working near Andrew). I had some minor attendance problems due to Tamara(your kid gets sick, what ya gonna do? send em off to the baby sitters anyways?) So i got sick a few weeks ago. didn't think much of it. head cold. miserable, but nothing life threatening. i get better(no surprise). Then after 2-3 days of feeling pretty good, i get REALLY sick. but after a little Tylenol and a decongestant, it makes me feel better. of course i think nothing of it, figured i just got hit with some more head cold. then i wake up on a Sunday morning with chills and breathing problems. Andrew took me up to the ER. had a 103 temp and my heart rate was at 175bpm. TWO times what it should have been. and, after blood tests, we find out i had pneumonia....... again. second time this year. Well, pneumonia coupled with spastic heart problems equals one quick ride to being admitted to the hospital. So my supervisor decides that shes gonna go ahead and discharge me. No big surprise since she was having to cut back the size of our team due to client needs. my last day was 4 other peoples last day. its bullshit, but short of going to a lawyer there's not a damn thing i can do.... except get unemployment. So now i get to look for new work. Well at least Tamara is happy I'm home ^^ and it sure as hell makes taking care of the house easier. And i can partially catch up on sleep. And catch my weight back up (hopefully) i only lost 1lb. i know, most people have issues losing the weight. for those of us that have the opposite problem (gaining weight) its just as hard, and just as detrimental to our health as it is for people need to lose the weight. But i think i may have caught that weight back up. while i was in the hospital i wasn't eating much, if at all, but since I've been home I've been eating practically non-stop. take today for instance. me and Tamara didn't get up till 11am. we had some cereal for breakfast(capn crunch) and now I'm eating mac and cheese. in a few hours ill probably have some beans and weenies with Tamara. and then, a few hours after that, dinner.... i don't know what I'm making yet.

Tamara is growing. like a little weed. Shes 3 feet tall, 30lbs and is wearing 3t clothing. shes got big feet too. she wears size 7 1/2 xw shoes. She picks up on everything you say or do. and i mean EVERYTHING. i called my game an ASS a few weeks ago, and she still hasn't had enuf of saying ass...... also, she says BS now. not bullshit, since i didn't say that, but BS since that's what i said. she picks up her clothes (though not her toys) and empties her plate into the garbage and her other trash. she also puts her plates and cups into the sink. she can get herself dressed and undressed without any help. although she cant get her sock and shoes on/off without help lol. She adores animals. we have a cat, but she wants a puppy, a meouse, a bunny, a horsssse, and a rat like bicka (Becca her babysitter) has. when her hair is wet and straight (dry has curls) it goes halfway down her back. its gorgeous. its going to be dark when she grows up, but for now its about the same dark blond shade as mine. her eyes are still brown from the pupil to about halfway out and then blue.

On happier new, i finally hit level 70 on my thief in final fantasy xi. Just a few more levels and then i can concentrate on leveling another job. I just cant make up my mind which job i want to level. Warrior is closest at 42. Then Ninja at 37. Ranger at 30. Monk and Paladin are both around 20.

Andrews birthday is coming up in 2 days. i keep teasing him that hes going to be a quarter of a century old. it makes 25 sound older than it is lol. but, what i dont mention at that time, is that in a few months, I will be TOO!! lol. it doesnt bother me though. So since Resident Evil: Extinction is coming out this week, we are going to see that. Since i have no job and we have to not throw money around, i cant get him anything else, but i can show him a good night/time ^^ and he really wants to see this movie. i do too, but thats besides the point ^_- lol.