Life in general

ok, so, life in general kinda sux right. Do you have any idea how difficult it is to buy a home? We thought we had it in the bag, my aunt and uncle loaned us the money for the down payment. omg, have i mentioned they are my favorite family in the world? We thought that was the end of the big stresses. Oh how we were wrong. do you have any idea how much everyone dicks around? We are supposed to be out of dads by oct 31... TOMORROW!!! But we cant finalize on the home until we get homeowners insurance, and electric in our name. well electric says its a new home, so the county has to inspect it, but the park says the county has already been out. we cant get electric, so we arent getting homeowners insurance(not gonna pay it yet if its not ours) so we cant finalize. i mean, id be willing to shack up with some1, or at a hotel. we just need a place to put our shit. before my dad follows thru and throws out our shit. Yea, i know, there are rules and laws and shit. Ever lived with some1 who doesnt want you there? They make your life hell. Unfortunately its not just my dad. its his new woman. she nags at him, he bitches at us. she threatens him, he kicks us out. *sigh* I'll grant you we've been wanting to get out for a while, but he needed us so we stayed. then *BAM* you got 2 months to get out. This right after a pretty populated apartment complex gets condemned... so there are NO apartments for rent in peoria... at least not 2 bedroom. And people arent buying houses, they are renting them, so thats out as well. But like i said, My aunt and uncle were a fucking godsent blessing. I'll grant you the new place is nothing huge, but most 2 bedroom apartments are smaller than our place. Almost 1000 square feet.

OMG!! why does life have to be so difficult?

and tamara learns a new phrase.... 'bad momma' that almost made me cry.

gotta try this test lol

Testy Taratula You scored 40 Loyalty, 41 Affection, 33 Spontaneity, and 37 Demeanor!

Loyal to no one but yourself, you hate hugs and loathe changing your routine. You are your own best friend. Master? You have no master. As long as you are left in your cage and fed lots of tasty insects, you'll be just fine. But whoa to the hand that finds itself too close to you when you are in a bad mood.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 2% on Loyalty You scored higher than 4% on Affection You scored higher than 2% on Spontaneity You scored higher than 0% on Demeanor

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Birthdays birthdays everywhere

ok, so tomorrow is Andrew's dad's birthday. hehe, i found out from his mom since he dad wouldnt tell me keke. i know, silly me for giggling over something so trivial. but everyone deserves to be told happy bday on that special day.

Speaking of his dad, we get to go on vacation down to florida, where 'dad' and andrews gram and papa live, sometime in the coming months. "when it gets cold up there, come down here^^" his dad said when i asked him when he wanted us to visit. Bob hates the cold lol. i dont particularly like it either, but i DO LOVE the snow ^^ i AM nervous about meeting the in-laws tho >.< not his dad, he LOVES me. Has totally approved of me from day one.... before we were even together... which was bizarre lol. But i AM nervous about meeting his gram and papa. they mean a lot to him, and their opinion does too. i wanna impress them... somehow... so they want him to keep me around. not that he'd get rid of me if they DIDNT like me, but i really, REALLY want them to like me. Is it weird that they DO approve of the fact that im italian? lol

life is going good. car is running good, house is fine. altho we wont be here much longer. Andrew is good, he got a raise as a matter of fact ^^ they like him, they REALLY like him! (i know, im off the charts goofy today :P) im trying for a job as a customer service representative making $13.50 an hour(which in peoria, for some1 w/o a degree is awsum) and its looking good. and tamara is OF COURSE doing great. id post if she wasnt wouldnt i? altho... altho we ARE, or at least i am, worried about her hearing. she just doesnt seem to hear people sometimes. and her vocabulary developement has basically stopped. which is a bad thing. so at her 18month checkup(which we still havent found a new doc) i have to ask about it. hopefully im just being a fretful spastic mommy(which is perfectly fine) and shes fine, just ignoring me and being talk-shy.

so, new job(soon), new home(soon), maybe even new car. we will be able to have a really nice christmas this year ^^ altho... if i get this new job ill be training for the next 6-8 weeks, so we wont be able to go to florida BEFORE xmas, but maybe around my bday... that would be nice. the weather ALWAYS sucks up here on my bday. i think ill suggest it to andrew ^^