*happy contented sigh*

new job new job new job
new job new job new job
new job new job new job
new job new job new job


needless to say im happy about my new job. did i mention i get to work with andrew? its really nice actually. we dont work in the same department/account, so we arent ALWAYS around, but if i get lucky, we can eat lunch together, like we did today, and i get to see him periodically thru the day. you'd think i'd get sick of seeing him so much, but i dont. i actually rather like it.

i dont like the fact that i cant seem to sleep w/o having nightmares about psychotic ex-friends trying take all that is dear to me away. its a rather ridiculous fear/dream, but i wake up in sweats just about every night none-the-less.

Rain Rain Go Away

now i know rain is good for growth of plants, which i am totally looking forward to. but this rain, it just wont stop. we are going on day 4 i believe, and more are to come. the creeks and rivers are up and just keep going up. and im getting sick of it all.

also, we just found out our car has been hot-wired in the past. which explains our difficulties in starting it >.< well, its been a good car. maybe now we will get up the gumption to actually get a new one.

also, pretty soon here, we are going to be going to florida. andrew's family all wanna meet me. im nervous lol. but apparently tamara is a hit down there lol.

altho we have been informed; while tamara looks gorgeous in the pic (go figure, you could cover her in mud and she'd still look like a goddess), we dont look as good. 'its not a good picture of you two' is what we were told lol. but w/e, it was wal-mart, what more can ya ask for from them? so now i get to look into more professional photos. i know some1 from highschool that photographs for Portrait Innovations, but they seem to be expensive. unfortunately, i have no real knowledge to base this on. i never paid attention to money things when i was growing up. and no one has prices located on the online sites. not for their sitting fees nor for the actuall photo sheets >.< its really rather frustrating. i'd rather not talk to the people myself lol.

life

so, lifes been slow, lifes been fast, lifes been regularly crazy. so i havent posted lately. :P meh, deal with it.

updates. Tamaras birthday is coming up. April 13. we are having, not a GREAT big birthday bash, but a big one none-the-less. she doesnt go to daycare, so she doesnt have friends her age(we working on it) but i do know a few people with kids her age, i'm gonna try and get them together before her bday so i can invite them FOR her bday. can you believe shes gonna be TWO!? time flies so damned fast. She's currently potting training. kinda slow goin, but we are making it fun. toothbrushing training going wonderful, altho she still prefers to chew on her toothbrush. and we are getting ready to change her to a toddler bed!!!

The house is getting rearranged again. i LOVE that i can do that whenever i want, and i dont have to consult anyone besides andrew ^^

still dealing with pain in my side. the possible kidney stones. we know its NOT a kidney infection, and i dotn care what that nurse says, this isnt a strained muscle. so i get to call the dr's office again and try to deal with that. its not so painful that i cant function, otherwise i'd get my happy little ass to the ER. but it certainly interferes with my life.

on a MUCH happier note, i am no longer employed by mcdonald's. minimum wage + horrendous stress + crappy hours + kid to support = shit. i just got hired on as a customer service representative for a company close to home. MUCH better pay, hours, stress, and its closer to andrew ^^

Life is totally looking up.