moar baby news!

so, we went to the doc today. my regular checkup mixed up with a sonogram intending to find out baby's sex. when the sono first started, baby had its feet in the way. rather big feet btw. had to push around a bit and then finally baby moved and we got to see that baby..... is a BOY! very very very CLEARLY a boy... with big feet already. totally excited. Now we just have to pick a name. yay yay yay

excitement

so, went to the airshow this weekend. was really looking forward to seeing the Thunderbirds, altho not nearly as excited as andrew. Tamara had fun, altho she informed me numerous times 'this is boring mommy, i wanna ride in the airplanes' lol. we kept tamara from getting more than just lightly pink.... but andrew and i did a retard job on ourselves. ive got strips and splotches from places i didnt cover, and half of andrews neck apparently didnt get done. but we had a blast. shoulda gone today instead of yesterday. its cloudy and cooler today. ah well.

and i cant wait for tomorrow. tomorrow we get to find out whether im carrying a boy or a girl.... baby willing. lol. we want a boy, but already have girl name picked out. boys name is harder. and my morning sickness has finally started to abate. i still cant eat pizza w/o getting serious indigestion or throwing it up :( ive also started eating like a pig. make a huge batch of shishkabobs up, and i eat half of it all by myself lol.

yay update!

once again, i got lazy. distracted. excited. etc etc etc. and guess what?

IM PREGNANT!!! YAY ME! err... yay us.... but YAY ME!! haha. just got into the morning sickenss, which i unfortunately, get all day long. -.-. so. not. fun. so we will have baby boy or baby girl sometime next nov/dec. havent seen the OB yet b/c mines a moron and im looking for a new one, but i found one, and now i just gotta get in to see him. i SO hate the sore boobehs part of bein' prego, but it will be over soon enuf. hopefully since my hips have already shifted they wont have to again. aching hips thanks for the offer but ill have to pass. haha.

lets see.... about to be an aunt again. tabbys expecting as well.

Tamara turned 4! shes gettin SO damned big! just about up to my chest already. and SO damned smart. can turn on the comps and pull up w/e games she wants to play. not to mention working every other peice of equipment in the house.

now... i was hoping for another yearly trip to florida... but with my... 'condition' i doubt we will be able to. which is sad, b/c my grandparents from cali also had to cancel their trip here this summer /cry

birthday and vday

so, for the first time in 5 years, i had a good bday. my last good one was my 21st. didnt do anything but sleep in, eat, and play video games all day, but no one was sick, no one gave me shit, and i did what i wanted. this year, no one was sick, i didnt sleep in (its ok i wanted to get out), and i got to do almost everything i wanted to. we had a car (theresa's on part time loan), so we could drive. and ours is getting fixed, YAY TAXES! we had a baby sitter ALL DAY! that was grandma's gift to me. so, boo got picked up at 9, we napped a little bit, then went out. got my license renewed and plates renewed, in no time flat i might add. then brunch. i really do like bob evans. good stuff. then, we shopped a little bit, no real intentions on buying things, just looking for things we'd want. then we saw underworld : rise of the lycans (awsum btw) and the push (dakota is so damned awsum. chris evans is hot too :P). then an awsum dinner at texas roadhouse. truly my fav steak house. when we finally picked up boo, she had gotten me a birthday gift! 'MOMMY MOMMY MOMMY! I GOT YOU A BIRFDAY PRESENT! wait here.' *runs off* came back with this adorable huge valentines day stuffed animal doggy. i named him Woofer. which apparently i cant name him that b/c 'he cant woof mommy' she adores him and chills out in the living room laying on him lol. the week went by uneventfully. oh yes, i also got an awsum new comp. its my new baby. runs things SO nice. gonna get sacred 2 here soon.

last night we got to see 'the international' that actiony movie about the bad bank, staring clive owen. btw, hes got a positively SEXY voice. makes me tingly. lol. the movie was pretty damn good too. today we went out to eat at Hi Ho's Mongolian grill. its like flat top, only cheaper and better lol. otw in we had to pass this group of like 10 guys. ALL of them stared at me, and kept staring. now, i dont mind guys oogling me, it does wonders for self esteem. but when a group of them do it, it makes me uncomfortable. then we went to best buy. i wanted some wii games, hopefully at least one that tamara could enjoy, and we both need mp3 players. my rca opal is dying. tamara decided that she didnt wanna be with andrew and threw a fit. telling him 'i dont like you, i dont wanna be with you, you're mean, go away' >.< so we went home. so much for spending my birthday moneez. so i got to come home and spend more time on my new baby, who also just got a lightscribe dvd burner, so no more permanent marker lables for my dvd's ^^

so yea, life is doin good.

SO dissappointed

i have never never never EVER been so dissappointed in a book made live in my life. Legend of the Seeker. Based of of Terry Goodkind's Sword of Truth novels, Wizard's First Rule in particular. Even taking the minor discrepencies, hair color, eye color, intros.... SO many things were wrong. At least LotR kept the core events, characters, and relationships right. Only minor things were removed or taken... minus Tom Bambodil IMO. but w/e. Kahlan and Richards relationship was wrong. Richards... personality is wrong. killed his father wrong, Michael's attitude is wrong. Kahlan and Darken are both blond. not in the series. Richards eyes are grey, not in the series. Richard is an imposing man, both physically and personality, not in the series. hes not sure of himself, or anything. the boundary is wrong. The Book of counted shadows and everything related, as in when it becomes part of richards life and when destroyed, wrong. Richard's father, everything is wrong about him. Kahlan's hair is supposed to be to her ass, nto barely past shoulder length. and OMG the relationship between her and Richard... SO wrong. i had to MAKE myself watch this! It was so wrong.. so very very wrong. I am only going to continue watching it now for the mord sith.... there is not too many ways they can mangle them... as long as they dont remove them entirely. At least now people will know how the mord sith outfit is supposed to be so leatherworkers can get to work on making people look like sexy mord sith ^^ Cant wait till i can transform myself into one ^^ too bad i cant make a real Agiel /sigh oh well, life is rarely perfect. So my rating for episode one of Legend of the Seeker would be... 3/10 tops. it also had shoddy/cheepy effects.

Introducing

Introducing, for your viewing pleasure Aleigha Rose Marie. 7lbs 2.5oz, 19.5 inches long. She finally decided to be an official part of our world on October 25 at 9:18pm. She was most happy in the womb and didnt wanna come out, but look at her now. Welcome baby girl ^^

Life

ah life. hows it been? lifes been good. relatively. we are all healthy, and have clothes and food and warmth. we are all happy, relatively..... no, mostly happy. i dont have work, so it causes friction, but atm we dont NEED it to have our home and comforts. it is tight tho. still havent developed the pix from florida. i keep forgetting to bring the damned cameras in. and now one of them is missing. i think the child took it. she likes making it flash. and she really like taking pix of the back of the seat in front of her, and her fingers...... anywho. shes growing like a weed, physically, emotionally, and educationally/developementally. i love listening to her talk, even when i cant understand all of what shes saying. her hair is still curly, long as hell. when its wet, it goes almost to her butt. its all shiny and silky. *sigh* shes still driving me nuts with the movies. shes started to burn out the dvd player. if it gets stuck on a spot of a movie that has a scratch, rather than continueing on trying to work, it skips to the next chapter >.< there are chunks of happy feet i havent seen in weeks. shes also started being afraid of under her bed and in her closet. oh, and a few weeks ago we put these door.... handle covers on the door, so she cant open her door, or theresas door. omg did she freak out that first morning it was on. at least now she cant get into coffee/tea/flour etc and 'cook' *im cooking mommy, see?* you cant get mad at her when shes just trying to be like you ya know?

WoW we are still playing wow. i now have a 54 Blood elf Warlock. i stopped my undead as soon as we got the expansion lol. i also have a rogue and a paladin started up on warsong. ive kinda been slacking on sen'jin b/c mom hopped over to warsong to play with us more often lol. im still completely enjoying WoW and have no urge atm to return to FFXI. I can finally cut gems, and now im going to make a mint. ill have SO much money soon ^^ on a slightly side note, andrew rehooked the WII up again. the intent is for me to play WII so he can pass me up in xp lol. i only xp when hes on, and yet i manage to pass him up daily lol. it frustrates him so badly lol.

we brought home some new kitties with us from florida. they are really adjusting nicely to us and our home and abbot. i thought it would take at least a month for him to get used to them. it only took him a few weeks. they still are DESPERATELY shy, but getting better. Demitri follows me around now lol. even tho he wont let me pet him w/o running away. baby steps i tell myself, baby steps. family is doing good. moms playing wow, living (with my sister *barf) who is about to get kicked out b/c she is just dragging mom down. not that i care, but apparently dad is doing good. or so he says. not that he has any reason to tell me truthfully, or tell me anything at all.

awkward sitch... and i prolly shouldnt say anything at all, but none of them read this. andrews mom is engaged to my uncle......... totally weird. i like her, a lot, but i keep feeling like shes taking my aunts place. got her old phone, her car, sleeps in her bed. she CLAIMS she still lives here, and shes still got some shit here, but she hasnt slept here in almost a month, and hasnt spent any significant time here (at least 2 days) since.... before december. been so long i had to think about it! i mean, i dont care one way or the other, but i wish she would just move out, or actually spend time here. tamara misses her momma (her word for grandma) who doesnt even give her a decent hello before she shuts herself in her room. or ignores her while she packs up more stuff to take to my uncles. then leaves. i hate people who claim to care about someone but wont spend any time with them to prove they do. like my dad. hes been by here 3 times and never once set foot in the door. even tho hes like PSYCHOTICALLY careful that andrew isnt here when he stops by.

been having to take my sleeping pills lately b/c i cant sleep when im supposed to. i have also been having some problems with depression. i think this time i may have to take meds. >.< i really hate taking meds. if i had a job, i think it might help, but i just cant find anything right now. im not going to work my ass off at minimum wage to exhaust myself when its not gonna put us enough ahead. its just not worth it. so for now, since we arent in the hole, im just gonna stay at home and enjoy my baby girl. and thats my life for now. im happy with it.